What is Wrong with Me?

I'm feeling very frustrated with myself. I've been irritable, down and moody for the last few days. The biggest problem with that is that I've nothing to be down, irritated or moody about. There's nothing wrong. No huge (or at least unusual :o) stressers in my life right now. I love my husband, I love my girls. But I'm either ready to kill someone or cry almost every moment. (And no, I'm not pregnant. :o)

Last night I was so excited to go to B's for a game night. I definitely needed to get out and do something fun. I had a blast! I haven't laughed that hard in a long time. I left with a huge smile on my face. And I actually felt content in the hours before I went to sleep. I thought that had done the trick. But this morning I woke up feeling worse than the day before. Ugh!

This afternoon we went to my nephew's hockey game in Marlboro. We had a good time, and I felt mostly like myself while I was there. Strangely enough, almost the second I walked through the door to my home - I was right back where I started. What does that mean? I was with Ronnie and the girls at the game. It's not like the people around me changed.

I don't know what this is all about, but it's for the birds. I'm typically a happy person. I can usually find the bright side in situations. Right now, I know what all my bright sides are. I'm fortunate enough to have many. Unfortunately, I don't seem to appreciate them right now. That doesn't seem right at all. Hmmph.